(Trigger warning Self Harm and Suicide.) I am currently “Locked” in my own head. In my head I say things like I just want to be able to “Slap myself”, ”Sort it out” or “Pull myself together”. I know they are not useful phrases, I know they are not helpful, I know it’s not as …
Your mission, should you choose to accept it, is to accompany a 4 year old and someone with anxiety to a (probably packed) Christmas Fayre… Cue music! The school Christmas Fayre has been looming for a while to be honest. Sometimes B has been keen on going, sometimes she’s said she wont be able to …
Making friends is hard, I know this, I’ve got my own confidence issues that make it seem like a herculean task to “chat” to someone I don’t know, especially being the first person to say something. In theory, because we now live back where I went to school I should be surrounded by friends and …
Just to prep you, this is quite a long post and it covers some serious things. It is written from memory from a time where I was fairly sleep deprived so may be a bit vague in places. A few years ago around Christmas B had an “Angel Reading” done by someone online. She had …
The morning after B and I got together, we started planning our wedding! No, really, we did. OK, so we were actually just pretending and planning a theoretical wedding and joking around. We’d decided that normal weddings weren’t really for us, neither of us like formal things anyway, especially B, to whom the thought of …
B and I generally like going to the cinema, its something we used to do more a few years ago. Having a baby makes it more difficult anyway, but we’ve got a few people who would watch X for us when we went. Whether we can go usually depends a bit on B’s state of …
It’s over 10 years since B and me got together and in that time she has only been into a shop on her own once. To her credit when she did, she brought me some unexpected chocolate! You see, to B going to the shop on her own it just far too frightening a prospect. …